Yesterday night.

So, Yoshi and I was texting each other like hell fighting and everything.

So, I said I wanna see him so bad and I’m tired of speaking nonsense thru the phone. I said we really see each other for the last time and all the dramas. He said it’s over for us and he doesn’t wanna meet up with me. So, i threatened him., I said I’m going to the shop and wait there forever until he comes. So, he agreed to go to our house. Hehe.

So he came and we’re both silent.

Here’s a lil of our conversation.

Yosh: Akala ko may sasabihin ka?

Ako: (Silent)

Yosh: Oh ano? Tatayo ka lang jan?

Ako: (Tears dropped) Wala. Gusto lang kita makita for the last time. Sige, pwede ka na umalis.

Yosh: (Stood up and hugged me)

Okay. Pang telenovela yung eksena namin kahapon. Haha.

We end up not fighting. Hindi namin pinagusapan ang kahit anung nangyari. We just sat there. Then huhug nya ko. Tas aamuyin nya ko. He held my hand then kiss me on my neck. Naglambingan lang kami dun. Jee. At lagi na lang nyang sinasabing de javu ang mga pangyayari. That he already saw that and it happened.

So, yeah. Okay na kami. Sa bahay sya natulod. We cuddled and listened to Papa Jack and DJ Cha on the radio. Laughtrip kami e. Ang kukulit kasi nung mga DJ pati nung mga caller.

Ayun. We missed each other so much. It’s been a month since we last see each other. So, yeah. Life is back.

You know you’re hurt when you have to convince yourself that you’re fine.

(Source: jeanniebeans, via qlannn)

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Eto daw magiging name ng baby namin ni Yosh sabi niya. Tinanung ko e bat kako Yzacht e lalaki ba magiging baby namin. Oo daw e. Lalaki daw. Alam niya daw.

Ang sarap magsaksak. Promise.

Gusto ko umiyak. Tangina lang ang daming tao dito sa shop. Naloloka na ko.

Alam mo yung feeling na wala kang magawa kasi Siya na yung umaayaw sayo.